wherever you are, is perfect.
This is where we begin, and how I frame this work.
This moment, which holds everything that is happening, is exactly as it should be. Nothing is broken. Nothing needs fixing. It is perfection.
And you, in it, are also perfect. In a spiritual sense.
I honor where you are and recognize the profound journey you are on.
Whatever it looks like. Wherever it has delivered you.
You may have been seeking for a long time. Sought guidance from therapists, coaches, or healers. Perhaps you’re in the midst of a significant change or have arrived at a new level of willingness to face a challenging reality. Maybe you are uncovering a new knowing, that you need and are ready for a new lens.
Are you ready to see more?
Typically people connect with me after they have been on their healing path for a while. But that isn’t always the case. And it doesn’t really matter where you are.
I’m here in service to Truth—what I know to be God frequency. Living in this frequency is a state of becoming our own unique medicine.
This is what I’m practicing.
If you are here, we are connecting through a resonance with that same frequency. Perhaps we share a purpose, in going all the way.
Currently I am tending this site like a garden in devotion to Truth as it moves through me. It’s a portal to welcome others who resonate and are ready for more.
“This is what’s happening. Make it beautiful.”
A LITTLE ABOUT ME, MY PATH, AND SOME
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My relationship to change and transformation— my relationship to allowance —is what has made all the difference. Am I in resistance, or am I in flow? This is the primary polarity I’m mediating.
Through my first 30 years of life I tended to do everything the hard way.
I (still) am an experimenter and I have to try it myself. I learn and grow through what looks like failure. I’m so grateful to know this. Embodying this knowledge has imbued the way with ease. That is an essential part of my personal work, finding ease in the shock of transformation.
For a long time, stemming from my childhood and what I inherited and learned early on, I struggled with why upheaval seemed to follow me. I was taught and I lived in a frequency of resistance, so life did not flow with ease.
I spent many years of my teenage and early adult life feeling victim to my circumstances and turned away from my deepest knowing. I outsourced my sovereignty. I was taught this, in all of the cultures I was a part of.
There were always parts of me and my experience that were not welcome, I was taught that my safety and belonging was dependent on hiding aspects of myself.
In that time it was too confronting for me to face the reality of how out of alignment my life was. I numbed and blocked the sensations that were giving me the messages, telling me the truth and how things needed to shift.
Over time, the friction of living in resistance brought cataclysm to my life. It made me sick, physically, emotionally, psychologically and spiritually.
This is how the universe works to align us to the energy when we don’t listen to the whispers. It knocks at the door. And continues to get louder, in time.
I got a brick through the window, more than once. And when I still didn’t listen, the universe, God, again, got louder. I went through two deep, life-altering initiations. One from 2007-2010, which was when I was put on the path of healing, and one from 2019-2021 where I descended into, able and willing, to face the depths of my trauma. I’m still in that unfolding.
This is where I learned to alchemize as a practice. I have had so much help along the way, and I am still and will always be, on this journey. There is no “done”.
I am living in a state of rapid healing now. If you are familiar with timeline jumping, I am doing that on a daily basis. This is healing in the quantum realm.
My life is my practice.
Inner alchemy is the root of my life. It’s the way I make art—through living as a dynamic student of and co-creater with The Energy, Source, God or whatever you want to call it.
What used to seem like failures to me are now experiments rich with coded potential.
By listening and observing, knowing myself and my patterns, and working with the laws of nature, of this dimension, and becoming a state of surrender, I can align with deeper truth. This process never ends. This is the path.
Embracing initiation and transformation as divine creation allows me to see the beauty in the process. This doesn’t happen through escaping my human experience; I go straight through the layers of density— fear, rage, and grief.
This is how we become masters of our own systems — we practice with these principles.
This is embodied transformation. It’s how I thrive through powerful change, and it’s what I offer to guide and teach others.
I got a clear transmission and directive to share from God on a journey a few years ago, the words that came through: “This is what’s happening—make it beautiful.”